Eleventh Hour

Flat-lining on the sofa one Sunday afternoon in the grip of a cheese coma, tap-tapping through the buttons on the Sky remote i arrive at the History Channel and a documentary about the rise of Nazi Germany. I look over at my old man with a raised eye-brow to see if he's in. Staring back at the screen with a glazed look that tells me he is faring little better himself from a stilton overdose, he grunts a noise my way which i take as clear encouragement to change the channel.

I think it's important to watch this i assert self-importantly.

What happens next stays with me. He snaps out of his cheese coma with a seamlessness only a man with half a century of Sunday lunches under his belt could have the opportunity to master, and sits up. He then looks me in the eye seriously and says...

I think it's the most important thing people of your generation need to know about, and make sure they remember. Without doubt the most. I don't feel like watching it right now.

Perhaps this has more resonance given that my father is Argentine, and in 1945 when the Second World War ended he was three years old and living in Buenos Aires, 8,000 miles away from the dust-cloud settling across Europe. None of his family were involved in the war. He came over here in the 70s and finds the patriotism of his adopted country often blind and difficult to stomach. So for him to tell me the War is something our generation has an absolute duty to be aware of and to remember hit home.


The Japanese have a word  被爆者 Hibakusha which is the name given to the survivors of the A-bomb that was dropped on Hiroshima in 1945. It literally means radiation-affected people. Recently in Hiroshima there has been a collective sadness that with time fewer and fewer Hibakusha remain alive, and with that the last direct living tie with what happened will disappear. As the new generation comes up, there is a fear that people will begin to forget.


The ceremony of Armistice Day is one of the beautiful things about the British. As the whole of Whitehall falls silent and the piercing sound of the bugle cuts through the morning air and the simple notes of the Last Post echo through people's consciousness. In light of this making sure to remember, and the difficulty our generation has in getting our heads around the horror of war, something we have been blessed to avoid and yet also cursed by our ignorance of, something happened to me a couple of years ago that gave me a new understanding of the whole thing.

On a cycle ride up through the middle of Germany on my way to Berlin, one summer's afternoon i came into a town in the north of Bavaria called Brunn. It was tiny. I free-wheeled through it, and on my way out i passed a war memorial, recognising it at half-glance as one does with the familiar. A minute or so later as the town was disappearing over my right shoulder, i froze. And cycled back.

It was exactly like so many of the war memorials that stand on village greens throughout England, even in rural Scottish villages they are there, tributes to the Glorious Dead. My cycle ride had taken me through the whole of France, which again is full of them, every single town or hamlet has a memorial to soldiers killed in the wars. So i didn't really think twice when i saw this one.

But my realisation then and there, was i was looking at the other side's.

As self-evident as that sounds, what moved me was it was the first time i'd understood the other side's perspective. Here was a tiny town with name upon name of soldiers, from that town, that had died in the First World War, the Great War, mourned by surviving relatives of that town, suffering the confusion and tragedy brought on them by the Powers That Be embarking on a war of such aggression, that our generation is literally incapable of imagining it. 

The inhabitants of Brunn, up on that hill in northern Bavaria, what possible say could they have had in a war that announced itself one morning, and went on to steal their sons and change their lives forever. How helpless must they have felt.

It was the first time that what we learnt in school to call the enemy now existed in my head as real people. Soldiers just as young and innocent as the names inscribed on the walls of memorials all over Britain. And the thought that the mothers and daughters of Brunn must have thought about the Allies exactly as we thought about them, just as much the enemy, figures of hatred responsible for all the death and destruction and pain they were feeling. For that afternoon i was on the German side, and it all simultaneously made more sense and became more confusing.

Whole thing hit me for six.

For us, it is history. For our great-grandparents it was a worst nightmare that begun one day, and from that moment on this nightmare morphed day by day into a horrifying reality. It was waking up one morning to a radio broadcast, that turned into a month, that turned into five years, that turned into a dark shadow over their minds that lived with them for the rest of their lives. For us it is almost impossible to imagine, but we should try. And try always to remember. Lest We Forget.

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